it's friday. school reopens on monday. i've got a running nose now. and i had a mild sore throat yesterday and this morning. this is such bad timing. anyway, i don't have the school and lessons mood. but i must get into it soon. i am going to stop watching dvds, and all that nonsense. i think i'll stop naruto as well. honestly, i think i can do without knowing the ending or process of this series. it's too draggy. it's not that exciting. everybody just keeps dying. that's why i like stephen leather's books. most of the characters who don't deserve to die will generally live. those who ought to die DEFINITELY die. that's why you read books, isn't it? what for if it's exactly like reali life? so sad. so pathetic. all these people who don't get what they deserve, good or bad. oh well. i must work hard for this semester. i must do well for my honours project. nope i should put it this way. i must put in as much effort as i cn for my school work. i cannot laze around nor get complacent. i have to work hard and not have to look back feeling bad about something. if i have to look back, i must have the well-that's-just-too-bad attitude. i cannot dwell on the past! i am talking nonsense! go on rambling along this line i'll end up sounding like those preachy philosophical girls. bleagh. i better get ready to go sleep soon. i need the rest. i have to rest well and get well soon. the battle is about to begin!!! i don't need a new year resolution, do i? posted by Yee 11:15 PM . . .