happy new year! it's 2005. i had tuition today. mrs tay asked me if i wanted to teach niko as well. honestly i don't know if i even have the time for that. i'm taking 6 modules again this sem, and i sweared i want to pull up my cap. we might stop tuition for sean. but to go all the way there for 45 minutes? i don't know if i want that. it's such a waste of time. niko doesn't need me to teach her mandarin. anyone can do the job. buti understand she would rather i teach her bcs she's used to seeing my around the house. and i'm sure her mom is less worried leaving her in my care. but do i have the time???? we went out for dinner just now. shark's fin! dorsal fin... it's the cheapest one they have, but i like it anyway. it tasted great. there was scallop with broccoli too. or should i say, MSG-stir fried broccoli with scallops. the pineapple rice tasted great. but by the time i took the second bowl, the MSG allergic reaction kicked in and i went into half-comatose. stiff from my temples down to my neck. then my heartbeat sped up. it felt awful... i had A LOT of hot tea before i recovered. but by then i had lost all appetite. what a waste. i loved the pineapple fried rice. haiz. rain pls tell me now does that seem fair. for her to steal my heart away when she don't care. i can't love another when my heart's somewhere far away... so i just did some talking tot he sun. and i said i didn't like the way he got things done. he's sleeping on the job... i love listening to oldies... posted by Yee 10:38 PM . . .