monday (yesterday) no good. bad bad mood... and i didn't vent my anger on anyone. not too bad... went to office of finance to pay the 46.20. there was only 2 in the queue ahead. but it took very long. after it i settled the payment, the cashier printed the receipt and let me go. i waited at the bus stop for a while. then i realised she didn't sign it. went back to ask for her signature. waited for bus C back to sci... went up to dean's office. they refuse to fax a copy to OSA directly. they insist i should make a copy and bring it down to OSA on my own. maybe it's a chance for me to doctor the form and stuff then bring to OSA. maybe that's why they don't have to fax it over to ensure safety. perhaps it's a plot. maybe they want to frame me for something. i'm paranoid. nope i'm actually just joking. it's not a funny joke. it can't be if i'm not in a good mood. i was about to flare up and talk really sarcastically to the morons. but i didn't. i should try to control my temper. i shouldn't go around offending everybody. not anyone with power, in any case. went for lunch. supposed to meet shumin. she was late. i was starving. bought the food. no chicken, no pork. i bought fish. the first piece i bite into was even harder and tougher than beef. not happy at all. but later on the rest of the fish was fine. at least, no fishy smell or taste. a bunch of chinese ladies came over with their trays of food. they just plopped down happily at our table without asking for permission. i was disgusted. and pissed. then they spotted the next table was quite empty except for a bag. they just moved over. one mentioned there's a bag there, but she doesn't care. i'm totally turned off. such rude people. no manners. total embarrassment. went for 3105. he's as boring as usual... i felt like sleeping the moment he went into lecture proper. i hate it. the tutorials will be on mon 10-12, 4-6, and tue 10-12. i can't make it on tue. i've got lecture at that timing. for any of the 2 time slots left, i'll surely end up with 6 straight hours of lesson. i shan't have to eat lunch. great... went for science of music lecture after that. my row, was full of girls. they couldn't shut their mouths. no. not from the beginning of lecture right to the end. they kept talking. and they didn't even bother to keep their voices down. they didn't even turn their mobiles to vibration or silent mode for the matter. says a lot. i was totally annoyed. was contemplating telling them to shut their trap the entire lesson. but of course, i wasn't planning to make it sound so rude. i was thinking maybe i should be nice and put it in an easier way. but then with that kind of mood, i would probably have put it in a super sarcastic manner. whatever... i hate these people... after lesson i went to OSA. ms mala wasn't in. oh well, at least the other people will willing to help. on my way home, in the mrt, there was this really noisy kid. he was sitting in the pram. and making crying whining tantrum noises, FOR FUN. i felt like walking over to slap him or something. and all the mom did was to pat his head or rub his mouth. i felt like slapping her as well. but half my mind was thinking that kid might be a little abnormal, as in it might be some medical reason that he's like that. if that was the case, then i shouldn't be so mean. so i even tried not to look annoyed and not glare at him. MAN! it was tough... i had to buy milk. i decided to walk home instead of taking bus since i would go to NTUC and get the milk. it's usually on offer there. walked there, but no offer label. ok, since i'm hungry and wanna buy waffle, i might as well not buy the milk now. then i can have enough hands to hold my waffle and eat for a while before buying at shopnsave. afterall, it's nearer, and there's no offer so no diff. walked back to shop n save. there wasn't even any milk at all, not to mention offer or whatnot. feeling of desperation and resignation reigned. continued to walk home. people were burning paper money everywhere. i was choking and my waffle was getting polluted and contaminated. i was upset. very upset by the smoke. then when i was crossin the road, saw this boy standing opposite on the grass, PEEING THERE. you can practically see the string of pee. i mean, if anyone stood there i wouldn't think of anything. but i saw this spurt of water, and THEN saw the kid. gee. it was gross. i am totally shocked. it was a bad day. but i slept well at night. so i'm thankful. posted by Yee 9:09 PM . . .
