it's a miracle i survived through yesterday night. cramp yesterday, and i nearly died. it was so painful... i went to sleep feeling fine, but woke up in the middle of the night in pain. i just couldn't get to sleep after that. it was so so awful. there wasn't a single position i could stay in without writhing in pain. i think i got a faint idea how the cruciatus curse feels like man... it was like a nightmare in which i was still partly awake. could feel the pain (very real you know) but i felt like i was losing my mind. weird unrelated things keep popping up in my head. the thought "it's painful from 2 to 7" kept fdrifting across my mind, but i had no idea just what it was supposed to mean. it hurt from my eyes down to my feet. my eyes were shut very hard in pain, so once in a while when i remember to open my eyes for a while, i can feel that it's hurting too. not to mention that my feet were sore and numb from the close proximity to the source of pain. even the soles of my feet were sensitive... gosh, how did i live to see the morning... posted by Yee 4:05 PM . . .
