i've just finished my exams yesterday.... feels like it's been so long though it's only one day... first paper was it2001. i read through all the chapters in the textbook until towards the end where it was on the topics which he didn't really go through. i realized i was so dependent on the lecturer bcs he was so good at explaining. the moment i had to wander into the less-taught topics i felt totally handicapped. nevertheless i thought that i really pujt in quite a lot of work, but it was only for the 3 days i had to study for it. i wrote study-notes for all the chapters, i read through everything, i went through the tutorials. it wasn't even open book, i memorised. i wish it was better... the paper wasn't easy. i can't believe i couldn't even recall what was FDDI. i put fibre-distributed data interface or something like that. i don't like to face reailty, i didn't even bother to go back and chek if that is correct. sigh... second paper was ma2215. i love that subject, it's the only one that i can understand and can do the tutorials diligently and consistently. and i love the transportation problems. i could every single transportation problem i came across. i better not get the exam question wrong, that would be such a killer... anyway i felt so prepared for the paper, i did about 5 past year papers in a day, i understood the questions and solutions. but when i was facing my own paper, oh man... it totally sucked... i didn't even have to time myself dfor each question, cos i kept skipping parts and parts of the questions. it felt so disappointing. i'm still glad i managed to do some parts in the end. it could have been a lot qworse you know. for example, ma2210. that was my next paper, and it was a TOTAL NIGHTMARE. absolutely. it was horrifying. i'm telling you, the preparation was about a thousand times worse than the paper itself. i've never been that ill-prepared for a paper before. qifen said she's never felt so hopeless. shumin said she's never had a module with that huge a proportion of it thazt she couldn't understand. ok i sound like i'm stating critics. but honestly, it was so awful... i was thinking, fine if i don't do well. i don't wanna fail not bcs of the ugly mark, but bcs i don't want to take the module again and go through all that agony. argh... i nearly went bersek revising for that module. if you can call it revision, cos i felt like reading it for the first time in my life. i'm so glad it's over. though, over in every sense of the word. tsk tsk... right after that disaster worthy paper, i had 5 hours to study for cz2206, and then sit for the paper in the most painful venue-- lt26. i was hunching and semi crouching. my shoulders, back and waist were aching and breaking, so was my brain. after the maths paper, nothing cfan be worse. i found the 2206 quite good actually. no time to check, ya lah. but at least i managed to write something for all the questions. i think. hehe... cz2105 was on the morning right after. oh my gosh, it was quite bad too... but i think the thought of release and freedom kept me through the paper. i managed to, i ACTUALLY managed to mainitain my sanity through all that. i chate creamer. haiz... the moment my exams were over, i went for lunch, somehow i was starving... i got cheated at macdonalds. condemn. came home and finished watching the rest of my "THE LEGEND OF THE CONDOR HEROS" vcds. 4 left, finished all at one go. love it! ok, now it's time to get my dinner ready. still gotta bathe, do some housework, then watch american idol tonight. haha... till then~ posted by Yee 7:07 PM . . .
