i'm getting irascible these days. my patience run short. every other thing annoys me. not to the extent of flaring up, but makes me wanna ignore them. maybe it's just that time of the month. or maybe i'm finally feeling tired. running low on brain power, haha... the last entry, i'm still being annoyed by that. why does everyone like to show everybody their blog? seeking to be understood by the whole world? but they're giving out their blog addresses to peopple who probably ALREADY understand them right? so? i don't like reading people's blogs. main reason, they're almost always uninteresting. then, they're too fancy. pictures and plugins and stuff, take up bandwith and loading time, and so distracting and annoying. plus, they're too fake. if you're writing with the fact in mind that people are reading your blog, it gets so fake. it's so pointless! ! ! i like my blog... simple... can drool, swoon, thud... can talk nonsense, can offend people, can put down random stuff. these days star keep looking for me, keep msging me, asking this and that... dunno why but i don't feel like replying. my sms are running low, and it seems quite pointless to reply, cos bascially there's nothing to reply. it's like, random and out of nowhere, what's there for me to say? if youj msg me on msn and go "boing", what am i supposed to say? obviously you've got nothing to talk about... and if i had i'd have looked for you, not do something like that. think think, probably it's down to my patience again. just these few weeks only, ever since my exams came into view. in other words, they seemed close enough to become a source of worry. :shudder: had nightmare yesterday. i must be out of my mind... i dreamt i was sitting for cz2105 paper, 10 questions. i kept wanting to go toilet (small call), so after i finished 5 questions, i went to the toilet. the invigilator told me no need to sign in when i return, cos he remember my particulars, then he'll sign in for me later. i went out to look for a toilet, none in sight. had to wander out of the school compounds. walk walk walk, ran into huiboon and huiyi. they asked me why i'm there at such a weird timing... i wanted to run or at least walk faster, but i can't seem to speed. until finally i found a place with toilet. apparently a lot of my classmates were there too, same paper i think, but they also needed the toilet. the toilet was open you know... cubicles had to walls, they were sloping down. some old men very hum sup sitting around one, but still a lot of people going toilet. i took a cubicle between two empty ones. closed the door for both of them, then go the one int eh middle. blocked the view! yah right, as if i'm so smart. i was back much faster, could walk much faster. or run. haha. when i returned i realised i spent half an hour away. panic... what's wrong with me? am i giving myself too much stress... and all that rat race noise down in the street... on the roof the only place i know where you just have to wish to make it so... let'g go up on the roof... at night the stars put up a show for free... and darling you can share it all with me... posted by Yee 7:25 PM . . .
