i survived you... haha! survived the 3-tests-week. doesn't mean i'm any more free now... still got tonnes of lab to complete. but i refuse to start on work today. i deserve a break don't i?! MA test was fine, CZ test was as usual - difficult, and IT test was fine too. surprisingly... thank goodness... cindy and huiboon's bday coming soon - next week. haven't bought huiboon's present yet. how how... actually with 8 people, a swatch would be good... but then dunno why huiyi only want budget $30 watch. i don't see the purpose though... it's not cheap yet not pretty. why waste it? and it's 21st bday leh... talking about which, we should top up cindy's present... cannot so cheapskate lah... why they all so ngeow one... even eric's present cost us $6 each. how can our own circle of friends' presents be any less than that? see lah, when kaili buy the present and it costs $6 even for someone we don't bother, everybody just shut up and pay the money without any fuss. duh... no i'm not being angry or annoyed with anybody, but i would prefer it if i had less trouble and disagreement to deal with... all i need is a budget and i can buy the gift already. why make life difficult for me?! anyway mommy went to the eye specialist yesterday. apparently she shouldn't be undergoing operation now because there are certain risks involved, even if the op process isn't extremrly difficult. and even with op, it'll not solve the poblem entirely. so the doctor advised her to just get used to it first, and go for another checkup in maybe half a year to see if there's a need to do op. i'm glad to hear that the doc seems professional and honest and ethical enough to give good advice. thank goodness... as for daddy, i'm still worried... he'll be getting his medical report on tuesday i think. he's coming on monday night. pity both sugarpie and i won't be at home on tue night. she's gonna watch disney on ice with patrick, while i'm gonna celebrate huiboon and cindy's birthdays with the girls. talking about which, i dunno what is going through sugarpie's mind... there is absolutely zero reason/ excuse/ justification for her to get back with pat. why still hang on? honestly i don't believe there is any possibilty to "remain as friends even after breakup". especially if there're still feelings. you're supposed to be utterly disappointed now and make your mind to stop giving him any chances which, honest to god, he is not worthy of. then why on earth do you still wanna keep talking on the phone with him, going out likee dates as usual, and keep msging? can't you stick to your decision and not sway simply bcs he is giving you the attention you want and sweet talking you? you are aware of all these already... he is so obviously just lonely now that his previous target isn't around, so he's turning back for some company, temporarily. why still fall for it knowingly? making me so annoyed... i don't like to talk about these things. let's get back to american idol. i can't believe it. that stupid paula. she picked that stupid leah. honestly, i think leah is the joke of the AI3 finals. the standard is bad enough without her being in there. and she's just making things worse. she's just not good enough. i mean, i didn't like latoya london, bcs i felt she weren't controlling her voice at all, simply screaming out her words. i didn't think she had the range, bcs she was so shaky during the lower pitched parts of the song. and ALL BY MYSELF isn't the best song to listen to. but leah. she's got nothing to redeem herself with. bad attitude, no originality, no power, no control. how could she choose "i have nothing" and "let's stay together"? trenyce did those songs ok! and she NAILED them. she made "i have nothing" good again, popular again. and trenyce had given "let's stay together" a fabulous makeover and re-packaging that made al-green proud. and leah? butchered the songs. both. twice. oh. my. goodness. can someone throw her out of the finals? martha should be there instead. she sang really well on the AI special. she shouldn't be on an episode that says "untalented". pity pity... diana, fantasia, camille, matt, latoya, amy, john stevens, jasmine, jennifer, leah, george, jon. posted by Yee 11:06 PM . . .
