Happy New Year 2004! yes it's the countdown and i'm alone at home sitting in front of my laptop (ok i am spending it with one of my loved ones after all, precious laptop baby) and wishing myself and my blog a happy new year. well, new year resolution: read newspapers everyday. not bad for a new year resolution huh? the best thing is i can't even remember what was my resolution for last year, nor the year before. how come nobody makes resolutions like "remembering my new year resolution(s)"? i've had a weary year. really. honestly. first half of the year was plagued with sars over thr country, the world too. worries and precautions reigned. i didn't go back to jkt during that extremely long 3 months holiday. instead i was slogging away here as a maid and part time tutor for the tuition kids. then when year 2 sem 1 began, it was one long nightmare. taxing hectic schedules, large number of responsibilities, bad moods and depressions, never-ending work and assignments, constantly visiting tests and assessments... but i survived you. and here i am, though with the worst results i've had so far. but i must still say i'm thankful and grateful for this sorta results nevertheless. cos it's already considered not bad. eh i had a horrible semester ok? i must be kind to myself... just wished lap happy new year over sms. she sent me before i sent her! that's fast... she highlighted her hair, eew... my goodness, why on earth? nevermind that, i'll not be highlighting my hair nor rebonding it nor dyeing nor perming it. i shall pamper my hair with natural cleanliness. i'm so stubborn, i think i should be able to stick to this decision. hmmm... =) i'm so tired. i dunno what kind of tired this it. physical? mental? emotional (don't worry probably from getting annoyed too often that's all)? definitely no spiritual i insist. He has given me strength to live past this year. He has forgiven me for sometimes dreaming through my prayers before bed time. He has kept me healthy the whole year round. i'm strong for this. spiritually. i insist. i'm convinced. i am. whatever the tiredness, i shall sleep it away and as the new year is here, all that weariness shall be washed away with the old one. 2003. i got to listen to clay for almost the entire year. i was a happy little girl. first half of the year i had motivation and something to look forward to every thursday. everyday seemed so close to thursday. i pratically lived for american idol2. i listened to perfect english all the time. i now feel so much more comfortable speaking in proper english. later part of the year there was the police show to keep my motivated. something to look forward to whenever the weekend (and rest time) was over. right up till the eve of my exams. for the rest of the time there was idolforums, and airplaycentral. there to save me from withdrawal symptoms. haha... and i established a far firmeer friendship with qifen. it's great feeling you a friend in school. i dunno if this will last. but i sure will try to make it last. taking ST2131 together. taking PR1301 together. armed against a common enemy who spared no one with his words. morning calls and dependence (as well as reliability) during crucial times. it was great. it felt good. thank you. =) and now that the year is coming to an end, the things i want to bring with me, they're coming along with me to the new year. those i don't want, you're staying behind. and yes. i still remember my new year resolution. to read newspaper everyday. happy new year honey. posted by Yee 12:15 AM . . .
