it's wednesday it's wednesday! it's american idol again tomorrow night! hahaha... just went to the claytonaiken website just now. i didn't go and see what songs clay sang, but i do know he's the second one to perform. guess the first one hsould be kimberley, thrid one is ruben, and josh the last one to perform. i dunno, wild guesses... first one can't be ruben cos he just did so last week. don't think it's josh cos josh fans have been complaining that josh is always not given those advantages, and that everybody thinks that it's not good to be the first one to perform; last one is better. yah yah, look at "celebrate", you found that good? look at clay's "at this moment", it was deemed PERFECT by simon. alright, maybe simon is not very reliable... haha, but if ou're really good, being the first one to perform shouldn't be too bad... but i really like it when clay is the last one to perform. it feels great, wraps everything up nicely cos he sings best. it's nice when ruben starts first, cos he gets me swaying to the song and puts me in the mood for all the songs to be performed the night. so josh fans, stop complaining... they all admit that josh has been performing badly for the past few weeks but they keep voting for him in hope that he will bounce back and give a brilliant performance. but is he even capable of that? or does he even want to stay in there? this poor fellow has been officially branded the nikki mckibbin of the season, and he's condemned by almost everyone except for his fans. even people who don't support anybody on the show are surprised how, with those lacluster performances, he can still be in the final 4. guys, spare him. i don't like josh, but i'm starting to even pity him. nobody seems to care how he feels, and it becomes like a sin for him to stay on. let him go, that would be the best for him. if he doesn't go this week, that's going to be the end for him. clay fans love clay so much, it's getting personal in the sense that they actually consider if winning the competition is going to be a good thing for him. they consider how everything will affect clay, they really care about him. guess it does make a difference if you touch people's lives. he really did, that voice is a god-send to us all... back to the topic, josh fans never even think about how josh feels. they didn't see him lose that spark in his eyes during the whole performance. they didn't notice that he didn't even make any small attempt to get people to vote for him. they saw that josh seemed ashamed that he didn't land in the bottom 2, but it didn't even seem to occur to them that the poor fellow will never be able to face his fellow contestants ever again. what a shame... anyway, i wonder what the contestants will sing for the bee gees theme. hope nobody does an entire song in falsetto, yucks. but i did entertain the thought that ricky could do that and i would be so amused! haha... alrigh,t, enough of my obsession... time to get to serious stuff, i need to look for a temp job or whateve. maybe tuition will be good, i dunno. hope everything turns out fine... and good luck clay! posted by Yee 12:19 PM . . .
