i'm gonna drop dead any moment. i don't dare to imagine how badly clay did this time round. it's a bad week to hit bottom low. really bad. i've heard so much about it. this is gonna be real bad. totally butchered "vincent" which happened to be such a fantastic song. yeah, i can expect it to be badly screwwed up. i hope he can stay in the finals. i'll probably cry if clay goes this week. trust me i think i will. that's the end for me then. they said that kimberley did really well. but of course, she got "band of gold". what can you say? the very song people think is the best song for her. how great. im officially depressed. sad. and as usual the judges are gonna fawn over ruben, so no matter what he does they'll praise him anyway. i'm so not looking forward to that. yucks. maybe three songs is too taxing. i duno, but if there's really some conspiracy then it's gonna be real bad... i don't really believe what some people suggest that clay's performance suffered because of some stupid suggestion by the producers. but looking on the brighter side, if he really screwed up the first round but topped the other two, that's as good as "sun zi bing fa", which is a rather good tactic. it could have been better to forgo one and concentrate on the other two. better than doing just alright in all. i dunno. i dunno... i'm still depressed anyway. i can just hope that he stays in the competition and get into the final 2. God bless! posted by Yee 6:27 PM . . .
